I don't know why I must start this topic,everything's fine,maybe too much why won't  have a topic exist...

I became sleepless when last time over,every night i must wish she won't act in my dream,that really effect...

Today i talked with vivi,I think we are the same in love now:careless,nothing cause shocked,accidie.Too much hope lead to one "end"...

I don't need anyone with me can expect the future now...especially,"our" ones,we buliding the mansion,most of time we don't like to see it fall...fall like it bulid on the cloud...so beautiful...so fake...so friable...

I said too much "i love u" last time,that i even can't count,i told her that i'll try my best to say more,because i don't need regret anything,i don't want to feel bad.When it's over,i can't say a "love",maybe two,three,heaps of times...

Sometimes i think most of the stranger think i'm a bad guy,a playboy,so why i act as their thought,if i'm not,they still pass their verdict upon me.If i'm a good one,who trust?Who'll trust a man like me will be simple in love?Okay,just as ur wish...it's too hard for me to lasting good.

I can't lose her memory,that's really in my heart somewhere,so i hide it.Someone tells that u can't lost in love,maybe last time i do,but everyone knows if u lost ur ever best love,i mean it's ur love emotion,not a man or woman,when u lost it,we can treat as a lesson,not a joke,because to u it's not,but to the opposite party,i don't know,maybe yes maybe no,that's not ur business when she/he chose to leaves.

Heh,i'm a craven in love now,and i found there're a lot of people don't need too much responsibility in love~~~finally.

I never played before,i still think there's true love until i got a break last time,drowning...

I feel pity for myself,there will be new "love emotion",i know,but...i lost the best of mine in the past,it's just...past...i have no idea when the next emotion really called "love" can show...now...i can't decide the one until she with me to the last...but without trust,how can i keeping find...i'm afraid to pay love now...to devote myself for someone...i can't pick up the "passion"...

Sherry asked my thought of the future with jojo,i said don't see too far,i know when i really love her,decide to love her,i can't afford the pain when she leaves,i'm empty now,i can't take out more about this,cause there's no "more"...

I won't stop her to find some good one to married,she deserve it,before i fall in love with her,she is a really nice girl,i don't know whether she will good or not in the coming days,but now,she is the type i always like:A woman,not a little girl.The form we stay i haven't a exact word to express...we don't say "missing",we don't say "like",we don't say "love"...even my favourite:"sex",i don't have any passion on her...We just stay for sth,i can't figure out...

Last time i thought love can overcome any difficult,but this time...hum...i fell sorry to her,i can't give her more,especial the future,i think she knows that,she knows a lot of things,but like me now,we never say it,we just got happy from each other,and through her,i learn a method to cover lonely alone~that's a miracle to me...

Jojo was asked by sherry too,the answer is same type,just now,don't think too much about the future...

When i'm in last time,i wanna raise a house,i wanna buy a car,i wanna get married with her,i became not like me,i love her more and more when sun past day by day...And now...i'm not sure...not sure for a lot of things...If jojo's word is true,she almost got a same journey like me,two turstless humen stay together,maybe as long as we can...maybe not...

Time will tell...